i feel damn shit after knowing the truth. part of me hope that i never knew anything, so that i can live in delusion forever. but another part of me feel glad to know it, at least it would end here. or maybe not. shit. its like drinking bad tea. at first its okay. then you realise that the after-taste sucks. maybe i shouldnt have trusted you that much. nahh. i dont have the right to complain. i'm not the one who got hurt the most. urgh.
ohwells. shao dao that. tmr's new year eve! (: i'm excited! i hope i would be able to make overseas calls so that i can call xinlun to tell her happy new year! (: eating breakfast at hougang tmr morning. then shopping with mummy! (: then meet my favourite people at east coast for countdownnnnn :D excited excited exciteddddd (((((:
haha campus superstar's starting soon! i'm gonna watch every episode! (even though i'l miss the first one cause i'm in taiwan) HAHA! kindof weird watching it casue i went for auditions and didnt make it to the teevee round! haha! ohwells.
i'm just blogging about random stuff cause i'm supposed to sleep soon. actually at 10. but i dilly dally and went to watch 霹雳MIT online. and now i feel lost cause i cant find more episodes to watch le~ HAHAHA i shall remember to charge my camera battery! then can take ten thousand pictures! (:
actually alot of things happened recently. and they're not all the great. like, grandma passed away. but that doesnt mean we'll stop loving her. she's the BEST grandma anyone can ever have. really.
christmas i brought shuting out with anna. so retarded. we ate buffet! then the next day i ate PIZZA HUT cause celebrate shuting's bday! omgggg. shuting make me grow fat! TSKTSK naughty girl!
yesterday's yingxian's bday celebration. haha! it was quite sian and quite fun at the same time man (: shawn's cute! but he's only 16... haha! doesnt matter luh. jie-di lian very common right? nahh. not that desperate yet (;
alright i shall go sleep and hope that tmr comes quickly! (: i had a weird dream yesterday. i know its something important. but i forgot what it is. damn. recently i've been quite afraid to sleep. its like i've done something wrong. and i have no idea why. ohwells. looking forward to TMR TMR TMR! and the new year! (: wheee!
HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance to EVERYONE! <3
anying is a happy girl, and nothing's gonna change that. NOTHING. (:
♥Hello! i'm Anying! or Adeline, whichever you know me by
i'm a ben and jerry's SCOOPY and proud of it. i LOVE listening to chinese songs so i guess that makes me a cheena freak, but know what? I DONT CARE
i love shopping, especially with my favourite QY. it makes me happy all the time.
i like GREEN! my room's painted green, which happens to be a very pretty colour. i enjoy making new friends, friends are FABULOUS ^^
ahh. i'm lazy to type more, so if there's anything that you can take away from this, its that my birthday is on the
7th of november, 1991 ♥